Some people are simply amazing in their ability to accomplish a ton of stuff in less time that it takes most of us to get dressed. You have people in your life like this, I’m sure. Maybe you are one of them.
For me, back in college, it was the sorority sisters who could hold an office in our house (a demanding and time consuming leadership position often requiring additional meetings outside our own membership meetings), work, hold student body leadership positions on campus, carry a 4.0 GPA in a fairly rigorous academic course of study (or maybe even two) and still manage to have a social life.
Currently, it is those folks who can juggle more things and accomplish more things in a day than I can even think about. I’m a plodder. I’m a deliberate person. I have to plan then I can do. I’m great as long as I don’t stretch myself too thin, but once stretched things start, well, falling apart. I can only keep so many plates spinning in the air for so long.
I’ve never been one of those people. When overbooked, I tended to crash and burn…or I felt like it from my perspective.
Things are different these days.
Currently, I’ve exceeded my limits, both in terms of number of plates spinning and the duration of the spins on each plate.
In short, I’m kind of surprising myself. I’m overbooked and I’m not crashing and burning. I’m flying. Okay, tonight I’m hobbling, but most of the time it is more like flying than hobbling so I can’t complain.
I love to work hard and have my game on.
I love to play hard and enjoy doing nothing related to work in the off times.
(I’ve been accused of not liking to go to work. This is so not true. I love the work I do. I simply hate the process of waking up every day!)
And today, after an especially long day, where I slept fitfully, at best, the night before, I am glad to be home. I am glad to be done. I am also glad to have done it all, and I am pleased to have done it well.
Tonight, I finished the seventh night of working with parents.
My computer froze during the presentation. (Last week’s presentation was even more humorous, but that’s for another time and place.) I had no presentation for the last half hour of the session and had to wing it once again thanking my experience in debate and theater for helping me to get through without appearing flustered though I felt very flustered.
My body cramped up and I could hardly stand. (I’m an ex-theater person so I can fake it through almost anything and I did tonight.)
All that, after a day with kids who have no idea the weather is gloomy and are experiencing Spring Fever anyway, in order to come home to more of the same with my own four children. (Who by the way, really were amazing when I got home tonight.)
My body hurts. (Starting up a workout routine can really bite.)
But I read feedback forms from my presentation that were positive and encouraging in spite of the glitches I experienced.
It all goes to show that things are not always what they seem.
Things you might think are bad are not always unpleasant.
And sometimes, we are quite capable of surprising ourselves.
This is why I will always believe that old dogs can learn new tricks if the dog is motivated enough to do so.
Sometimes, it just feels downright good to step out of the comfort zone and attempt something, to risk failing, to succeed instead, and to simply enjoy how good it feels to have done what you set out to do, in spite of frozen computers, aching bodies and too many spinning plates.