There are several reasons why I don’t usually venture down the road of the theological.
First, it is because it doesn’t matter. Okay, wait. Hear me out. It’s not that theology, religion or spirituality isn’t important to me, it is just that the discussions are not necessarily important, especially those discussions that tend to divide and take sides as in the theist vs. non-theist discussion that occur ad nauseum all over the blogging world.
Seriously. What good are these discussions? Has anyone ever been converted from their standpoint as the result of one of these dialogues? I’d like to hear if they have. I suspect though that if they have then that’s the exception and not the rule. Most of the discussions of this nature seem to me to be people picking fights with other people just to create some drama so they can get their daily adrenaline rush. Not something I’m inclined to want to do much of.
The next reason I don’t really go there with the spiritual or religious or theological or lack there of is because again, it doesn’t matter if I do. Here’s what I mean by that this time. It means, I know what I think pretty much. I have some definite convictions, I have lots of questions and sometimes even some real serious doubts. None of it can be “proven” from a scientific point of view (neither theism nor non-theism can be proven) though many make some very logical arguments for their particular side. Nevertheless, regardless of the amount of logic, it is generally isn’t sufficient enough to sway my perspectives from those that after my own study, reflection and research and the conclusions I’ve come to as the result. Nor are my arguments going to be convincing enough to alter anyone else’s views…usually.
Another reason I don’t go here is that if I were to do so, I’d immediately have a bunch of people from all ends of the spectrum throwing their dogma at me in an effort to a.) share their opinion or b.) try to change my perspective. I don’t so much mind a. but I really hate b.
Finally, and probaby the real reason I don’t deal with the more religious or spiritual much is because I’ve placed my own views squarely under the microscope and am refining my own focus. I’m not abandoning my conclusions per se, but some of my own warped and misguided and misinformed thinking has to be reassessed and quite possibly adjusted. This is not a process I necessarily want to make public…yet. Not saying I never will I just don’t feel like it right now.